ANYWAY. I haven't weighed myself in a ...week? i think? or two? Because I'm scared to. Plus I know I'm going to get my period any day now and that always means an extra few pounds that I DONT want to see. I'm trying to restrict my eating more, which is easy when I'm at school. Especially Wednesdays, since I'm there all day from 8am to 9pm and I can't afford cafeteria food and I might just have too many butterflies from *insertnewcrushsnamehere*.
Speaking of which. Someone told me recently that my life is like a soap opera, and THEY ARE FUCKING RIGHT. Right now I THINK I like D.
Background: this is so hilarious to me because just a week before he first started talking to me I remember seeing him and thinking "He looks like a cool kid. I want to be his friend." I sat near him on a couch studying for like two hours straight and never said a word to him, and was convinced he didn't noticed me.
WELL HE DID. Enough to tell his friends that he saw a very pretty girl. And one of his friends is in a class with me so he started talking to me so he could introduce me to D. O:
I don't think a guy has ever gone that much out of his way to meet me. But it was pretty intense. Unfortunately, the other friend who introduced me to D now has a crush on me too. God, I feel like I'm in high school again. I did my twelve years, I've paid my dues!
I've hung out with D a few times, and on wednesday he passed out on my lap and I played with his hair. And he held my hand. And he brought CHOCOLATE to school for me. This kid is way too good to be true.
Know what's even better? HE IS RUSSIAN. Like legitimate Russian, born there, moved here when he was 7. He speaks fluent russian (mostly just with his family.) I love listening to him speak Russian. I told him wednesday "please just speak in Russian I want to hear it." And he did :)
That's all I can think of right now. I'll post again tomorrow or Sunday probably. <3
