I miss you all! I'm going to be catching up on all of your blogs. I can't believe I've been gone for so long.
Shit has gone down. First, I'm fat. I'm up to one fucking thirteen. 113. I'm so upset. That's most of the reason I haven't posted. I'm ashamed of myself. I'm back on track though. I fasted for the first time! Only liquids for a whole day. It was lovely <3.
I want to be 95 by my birthday. January 8th. I'll be 18, and 18 pounds thinner. I'm gonna need tons of encouragement on this. I'm already feeling down in the dumps because of how huge I've gotten. I will lose this. I will.
Oh. Theres a guy in my life. Not any of the ones I've talked in the last few posts. He's smart. Nice. Funny. Talented. Going places. Rich.
Yep, I sure know how to pick em.
That is all.
And so we go.
