Saturday, December 4, 2010

Fuck my life.

Seriously just fuck it.

I kissed that guy tonight. It was during the show so he didn't have a chance to say anything til later...and like...he didn't say anything. But he still held my hand and had his arm around my waist like always...nothing else changed...he just didn't say anything. And I'm going crazy because I think I'm falling for him.

We have history you know ?I've known him for years...I liked him when I was 13 but then he started going out with this girl and I missed my chance...they've been together since..four and a half years now. And I kissed him. Why does life never work out for me? Likerealy? I have to fall for a taken man? Whose girlfriend I am friends with? It'd not fair.

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