Tuesday, July 20, 2010

I've been so depressed lately. I have no idea what to do with myself. I want help. I don't think I can be helped though. It's tearing me away from him. And everyone I come in contact with. I really don't think there's any way out for me. I'll be trapped forever. And if I try to tell anyone they just think there's something seriously wrong with me and I'm unstable.

Who fucking knows. Maybe I am.

1 comment:

Be Kind For Everyone You Know Is Fighting A Battle said...

Darling--I'm telling you right now...you sound a lot like me and I tell myself all the time....I can't be helped....I'm not sick enough to get help....why should anyone fucking care to help me etc etc but you know what if I can get help and if someone cares about me to help me so can YOU dear!! seriously!!
i promise you--you are worth it--you just got to find someone you trust and that understands you!!
you'll be only trapped for however long you let your thoughts and mind trap you :/ its hard. i know. its hard dear.