So I've decided to try and be more positive.

Didn't you try that a few weeks ago?

YEAH. Fuck you. I'm trying again.

But anyway.

Was so fucking hard to do kickboxing today. My knees are getting worse and worse. I can barely walk half the time. And now my hips are starting to hurt. Mom keeps saying she's gonna bring me to the doctor so we can see if surgery is needed (cus I'm in shape and I've been in physical therapy and it's just getting worse). I just want less pain. I wanna be able to walk again.