11:12am

Had another bad girl day yesterday. Around 1100 cals. Boo. Today I will be good. Today I'll keep myself in line. I hope tomorrow I'll see another pound off.

I know I'll never recover because I'm too good at this. Not so much eating less cuz as we can see I've cheated a few times. But I know too well what foods are good and what aren't. How to keep people from noticing. How to keep my metabolism from slowing. How to exercise. I'm too smart for my own good and that's why I'll never get out of this.

But I love it.