And another question. WHY THE FUCK are you 50 pounds overweight?? How did you even get there?
Don't tell me about how you 'failed' and 'binged.' You think you're anorexic, or 'ana' is your god? If those were true you would not CRAVE food. You would hate it. You would eat only to stay alive. So cut the bullshit and stop pretending to be someone you're not.
Want to lose weight? Get off your computer and go take a walk. Find some healthy food and stop eating crap. Because that's all you should want. Don't try to 'become' anorexic. Don't lust after it. It's not pretty. It's not enjoyable. It's living every day hating yourself.
This is a NIGHTMARE.
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it isn't pretty. neither is bulimia or EDNOS. no eating disorder is pretty. none of its enjoyable. its misery. its self hate non stop.
if only people realized. too many young girls think its beautiful and wonderful when thats what its far from.
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